You are everywhere and nowhere at the same timeYou are part of me, souls entwined foreverYou were such a fighter, defeating so many oddsYou loved me as I loved you with utter devotionI miss your face, your smell, your funny waysSo sensitive, so loving, so more like a dog than a catNow I wake and pain hits meWhen you were here waking was licks and joyOpening my eyes to see your face an inch from mi...
Betty killed my social life
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This will be one of the most personal posts I have written, but it's ok because nobody reads my blog anyway! Apart from my one subscriber (thanks Mitch x). For the last two weeks I have been soul searching. Trying to answer questions I have never been able to before. Partly because they are so difficult and partly because I don't live life long term enough to need to.
Who am I?
I feel so lucky right now. Betty had extensive tests last Friday to conclude the drug trilal. Her tumour has shrunk. She will continue to receive her drug on an informal basis. No more BG curves or intermediate trips to Summerdale for blood tests. My fighter girl and me are so lucky. I met the mum of another acrocat, Domino. I'm hoping she will email me. we want to start a UK acrocat club.
You were 'the one' I so did adore but I don't love you anymore, Now I see through your veneer not one more minute, one more tear, will you take from me again, Your ego fed, inflicting pain Only hard when you're cheating, Deception, you said 'clandestine' meeting, You need the blue pills day to day to achieve a mediocre lay, 2 mins, personal best, you're done, Good job you had a skillful tongue I...
Two months in and one to go. So what have I learned/achieved? I used to think that I said stupid things when I drank, said too much, gave too much of myself away. I also put the mischievious childish thoughts solely at the feet of the booze.
And my other favourite Tennessee Williams quote: